I Won't Say I Love You , Cuz It's More Complicated Than Being Happy When I see You

Love.......What a word !! .... Many ppl spent painful night , full of complicated thinking , irritable feeling and eyes refuse to be closed ....
But , did anyone ever asked him\herself y I love , and got that perfect answer which makes you stop asking ..... I Don'T Think SO... Many ppl say 'We love to be able to live "....others say "We love cuz we finally found who's understanding us".... these reasons are kinda wright at most love cases ....But when u got who understand you ,when u got who care about you , when u got who miss you ,and when u got ppl say we all love you ....and so u don't find the answer y you love ?!!
I see that only true love wont have the suitable answer ....
Lets say that 80% of love cases find the answer and 19% don't ....that's y many love cases fail ..cuz they got a reason ,so when reason is gone , love's also gone .....
And now liemme talk about the last 1% which is ma main reason writing this topic.......
This 1% is considering those who exchange love with kinda more everlasting feelings like being worry ,wishing good or talking care about someone ....-every positive feeling we can give for nothing- ...,cuz these ones may stay for ever even if that girl/guy no longer or never loved  you .
It's like if you just been born to take care about that guy\girl . previously I said that it's only 1% and many ppl say that "that's what i do , and may are the same it cant be 1%"...now i want you to ask yourself smile question...Are you able to go to that guy/girl which you love and says that you wont love any1 except him\her and tell him\her "I can understand that you cant love me , but could you plz accept ma help with the one you choose to love"....-feel like everyone reading ma topic thinks that I'm crazy..hehehehe- believe me ,I ain't ....It's still 1% of love cases i.e once or twice each generation......an'now let's see how a guy from that 1% tells a girl I love you :(^_^) -

       Our guy is staying alone in a cafe having a cup of tea thinking about life .. what he gonna do tomorrow ...and how he gonna fix what happened yesterday...Then...a group of girls enter the cafe and take seat kinda far from him....on of these girls looks at him and then turns her eyes back to her friends...then he asks himself y she looks at me ....could it be that she feels the same towards me ...nananana it' impossible....then some kinds of voices shout in his mind "I'm done with that ...no more questions .....let's just have a talk with her" .....,
And here's our guy go towards the girls table and ask the  girl "Hey could I have a talk with you for few min"
The girl asked "A talk...a talk about what..?!"

The guy replies "Hmm.., sorry i didn't put a title for ma talk...you ma call it only some words I want to say them...so could you join me please"
The girl looks towards her friends -some laugh other staring- ..but finally they asked her to go and have this talk with him ...
The girl joins the guy's table and ask" So what do want to tell me "

The guy replies " Hmm..I don't know how to start ..,but I wont say I love you cuz it's more complicated than being happy when I see you , Long time ago, I didn't have any idea about love till I saw you ,didn't miss anything even ma parents weren't to be missed too, wasn't to worry about ma friends like when i don't know how you do, blaming ma self y I ain't next to you 

Before I see you ma life was mine ,but then sharing it with you is what I determine,and sry i couldn't ignore your eye's shine 

And as I said I can't say i love you , cant say I need you , cant say I miss you ,but I can say I wont let life hurts you , I will forever be next to you , even if you don't love me as I do 

I know may words ma be kinda stupid , may be worthless ,and you may even heard better than them ,sry I didn't know how to begin"

.........Now we got a problem ....I'm sure that the girl gonna kinda staring ....but got no idea about what she gonna say -cuz I ain't a girl and never a girl something like that , don't think I'll...hehehehe-
So I let the girl reply for readers depending on their opinions and experience......
Hope you all enjoyed ma topic and hope that's kinda different about regular love topics (^_^)

Trying 2 Say Something In Darky Room Alone Just Like Dead Zone

Life might be nice 4 awhile ,but always gloomy except awhile.

In ma room ,staying at the center of  4 corners alone , only seeing ma doom .

Feeling nothing except pain , nobody here 2 listen 2 ma complaint , wishing that ma time in that life is quickly spent .

Nobody is here , no parents 2 say well done , no brother 2 say any help ,no friend 2 say how are you and no love 2 say I love you ,so how in that live I can keep go !

Darkness is the glasses I wear , trying 2 stop ma tear .

The room has a door couldnt be seen from inside ,just be opened from outside .

Waiting someone 2 come , saying we need from  your help some . And i say go out, many people may help you , unfortunately it's only you .

That's great ,but people there i hate .

They dont respect me , they dont like me and they dont feel me . 

So what I do , where I go .Everybody there I cant trust , and I'm just trying 2 be the best ,

So Only God Gonna Answer Ma Request.

The Stars in the sky ,and The Memorey In Ma Heart Never Die

       Wow , it's the best day in my life . I'll never have such a good day like this again .
Next day , yesterday was awesome hope we can get a day like this again
Next year , do u remember that day when we was............ . That day will never repeated .I feel good every time I remember it .Ya , it's one of the best memories I have.

       Memories are the only thing which gain it though our lives and get buried with us after death. Some memories are good , others are bad and others are just happened . They say that great men never die , cuz their memory stay in the hearts of people 4 a generation after generation ,till the end of human being . A memory can make thousands of people cry ,a memory can make thousand but millions proud of themselves . A funny memory can make u laugh when every thing around u push u 2 cry , and  bad one may help u not 2 repeat a great mistake u did before . A memory can make u feel that u are better than ever cuz u never have been like this before . A memory make u remember that one who u loved years ago and when u say him/her again u regret a lot cuz u left him/her .
        Memories are the main reason 4 our lives ,we live 4 a memory , we cry cuz of a memory , we laugh cuz of memory , we hate 4 a memory and we love 4 a memory . Taking a picture ,recording a video ,writing a book , sculpture a statue and drawing  a painting ,even buying special thing all of this are way 2 keep a memory with and live after our death. So try  2 have good memories all the time , try 2 keep good ones with u and throw away bad one; that's gonna help u on the way through our life specially hard parts . 

At The End I'd Like 2 Say

" Try 2 Be A Good Memory 4 Others That Makes Immortality A part Of realty "

Tik,Tok,Tik,Tok, When Time is out u May get shocked!!

Time....hmmm
They say that leaving the time without making use of it is the biggest crime . It's hard 2 find anything looks like time .It's the best painkiller 4 our pains and the best and the only media 2 do ur actions through it we can compare between our actions . But ,it's the only thing that we cant get it again .We cant go back in time ,the much we get older the more our time be shorter . Many scientists tried 2 know more about time ,tried 2 touch time ,2 feel it ,and at the end of all of their researches they found 1 thing ; it's that time is the regular of all of our action we cant control it we cant touch it but it control us ,it makes us feel how worthy is our lives ,but we also can use it .
It's god greatest gift

If we want 2 forget something we find that time makes us forget it .If we want 2 do something right we make it under control of time . So when we stay here looking 2 each  other trying 2 wast time waiting 4 something ,something comes and tells us that we should do this or that , that's a big mistake . We dont have much time in our lives 2 wait orders or inspiration . We should have a big target through our lives and divide it into small ones doing it in such an order  which protect us from that dangerous disease which called wasting time ......

At The End

Time Is Feeding On Our Age ,So Use It Before 

U Be Over The Edge

How u dare darkness every where !!

Hey ,here is our 1st topic
many ppl r afraid of darkness, afraid of the disability of seeing but if we asked them y ?
They will say that they can see in darkness and cant get help when they be alone . We gonna show u how lonesome and darkness may be good and how we can enjoy them
1st. darkness was never the disability of seeing and watching thing .It's the disability of getting what's going on around u .It's the of ur mind 2 thing not ur eyes 2 see. Blind ppl spend their whole life without seeing anything , but in fact many blind ppl can get what ppl who can see cant. Darkness gives ur mind a break 2 be able 2 think about what's going on and how 2 deal with it how 2 see it in the right way .Besides there is always that tiny light which will lead us 2 where we go passing through that darkness which ppl r afrai of