I Won't Say I Love You , Cuz It's More Complicated Than Being Happy When I see You

Love.......What a word !! .... Many ppl spent painful night , full of complicated thinking , irritable feeling and eyes refuse to be closed ....
But , did anyone ever asked him\herself y I love , and got that perfect answer which makes you stop asking ..... I Don'T Think SO... Many ppl say 'We love to be able to live "....others say "We love cuz we finally found who's understanding us".... these reasons are kinda wright at most love cases ....But when u got who understand you ,when u got who care about you , when u got who miss you ,and when u got ppl say we all love you ....and so u don't find the answer y you love ?!!
I see that only true love wont have the suitable answer ....
Lets say that 80% of love cases find the answer and 19% don't ....that's y many love cases fail ..cuz they got a reason ,so when reason is gone , love's also gone .....
And now liemme talk about the last 1% which is ma main reason writing this topic.......
This 1% is considering those who exchange love with kinda more everlasting feelings like being worry ,wishing good or talking care about someone ....-every positive feeling we can give for nothing- ...,cuz these ones may stay for ever even if that girl/guy no longer or never loved  you .
It's like if you just been born to take care about that guy\girl . previously I said that it's only 1% and many ppl say that "that's what i do , and may are the same it cant be 1%"...now i want you to ask yourself smile question...Are you able to go to that guy/girl which you love and says that you wont love any1 except him\her and tell him\her "I can understand that you cant love me , but could you plz accept ma help with the one you choose to love"....-feel like everyone reading ma topic thinks that I'm crazy..hehehehe- believe me ,I ain't ....It's still 1% of love cases i.e once or twice each generation......an'now let's see how a guy from that 1% tells a girl I love you :(^_^) -

       Our guy is staying alone in a cafe having a cup of tea thinking about life .. what he gonna do tomorrow ...and how he gonna fix what happened yesterday...Then...a group of girls enter the cafe and take seat kinda far from him....on of these girls looks at him and then turns her eyes back to her friends...then he asks himself y she looks at me ....could it be that she feels the same towards me ...nananana it' impossible....then some kinds of voices shout in his mind "I'm done with that ...no more questions .....let's just have a talk with her" .....,
And here's our guy go towards the girls table and ask the  girl "Hey could I have a talk with you for few min"
The girl asked "A talk...a talk about what..?!"

The guy replies "Hmm.., sorry i didn't put a title for ma talk...you ma call it only some words I want to say them...so could you join me please"
The girl looks towards her friends -some laugh other staring- ..but finally they asked her to go and have this talk with him ...
The girl joins the guy's table and ask" So what do want to tell me "

The guy replies " Hmm..I don't know how to start ..,but I wont say I love you cuz it's more complicated than being happy when I see you , Long time ago, I didn't have any idea about love till I saw you ,didn't miss anything even ma parents weren't to be missed too, wasn't to worry about ma friends like when i don't know how you do, blaming ma self y I ain't next to you 

Before I see you ma life was mine ,but then sharing it with you is what I determine,and sry i couldn't ignore your eye's shine 

And as I said I can't say i love you , cant say I need you , cant say I miss you ,but I can say I wont let life hurts you , I will forever be next to you , even if you don't love me as I do 

I know may words ma be kinda stupid , may be worthless ,and you may even heard better than them ,sry I didn't know how to begin"

.........Now we got a problem ....I'm sure that the girl gonna kinda staring ....but got no idea about what she gonna say -cuz I ain't a girl and never a girl something like that , don't think I'll...hehehehe-
So I let the girl reply for readers depending on their opinions and experience......
Hope you all enjoyed ma topic and hope that's kinda different about regular love topics (^_^)